Knowledge is Power

Greetings to everyone, everywhere, all around. I have decided to post today. I guess it should be based on my instinct. Besides that, the reason behind my not-posting- issue over the past few weeks is simply because, my blog has been neutralized. For some reasons which is blogger's problem. Well, let's start with the topic, shall we? I have always believed that knowledege is power. Information come and go. I desire for knowledge. Once, I dreamt of this dream. It was fabulous. The world was filled with information all people would want to get a hold of. It was within my grasp. I extended one hand but was suprised when something spoke to me. "You want to obtain power?" I could not open my mouth to speak. Instead, I was drowning, in my own voice. "Knowledge is power... Knowledge is power. Knowledge..." I made a attempt to run, but was later pulled back by a invinsible force. Then I realised that the world around me was filled with beings of another kind. None that I have seen before and wouldn't want to see it again. Events began to unfold. One being said to another "An ignorant, miserable, revolting and nauseating fool you are. A pathetic loser." "Totally different. This wasn't the world that I was living in". Suddenly, I was brought yet to another world. This time, it was different. An aroma filled the surrounding air and I fell into a deep sleep. Wow sleeping in my dream. It's a serious matter. All of a sudden, I flew. No, I really flew. I was lifted right off the world and thrown into darkness. Then my eyelids flickered into life. "Light.", I thought. Wonderful. It's just that I was thrown off my bed. Unknown force. Possibly my body reacted to some kind of chemical and flew right off. A terrifying, yet exciting dream. Knowledge... Do I really want it that badly? Oh no, my intuition tells me something was off. My alarm clock stared at me. I flew again.     

Think death. Think again.

The ostensible truth of my theories

Hello. It's been long since I have posted. How long I suppose? Erm... very long. Probably, a week or so. Next question : Is that considered long to you? My answer to your question : Not quite. But still, it is. Well has that cleared your doubts? Well, I pressume that I may proceed with what I was going to say, or more specifically, post--online. First theory - Most people die because they love thinking about "death" or possibly in a verb form "die". Overall, it doesn't make much of a difference, except "death" is a noun whereas "die" is a verb. Or maybe spelling, if you all would like it. Why is that so? Imagine. You think of something... nice... but horrible. What's the first thought that strikes your mind? FEAR. Supposedly... When one is thinking about something, it affects not only greatly but also, a big impact to his/her brain cells. Don't mention it. I'm also thinking now. So, if you try to sit at a corner, stare into blank space and think of the word "die" or "death" for a day ( I'm telling you, don't take this personally, it isn't going to happen ), I assure you that the next day, you would find yourself lying on a bed of roses, ready to be "incinerated". Okay, not really, "cremated" might be a better word. Spontaneously, at that particular moment, you would think of the word "death" or "die" again. It's futile. That's when you will die and my theory comes to life. ( Once again, it's just something that is being made up, things won't go according to what is happening now, virtually. ) After which, things that are happening up or down there... is something we won't know. Or maybe, we would, when that does happen... It's going to become a world-wide affair.

Nothing,

Nothing.

'Stop wondering'

Wondering why I have not posted for eons? Here's the answer : Everyday, I wake up, brush my teeth, wash my face, take a bath , have breakfast , No school? FANTASTIC! go online , stare at my computer screen for hours and there goes my electricity bills. To tell you the truth, the thought of "posting" have not occurred to me until today, which is why I am posting now. If you want to know why I had been doing these past few days, guess what? I was breathing. However, now my system has malfunctioned and somehow it stops me from breathing. Well, I am still alive and going. Maybe I have used an artificial heart. Maybe I am just a spirit 'wandering'. All this adds up to one word : 'Dead'. I might be literally dead but still I respond like a human. But it's up to your thinking whether you like it or not. Presume me dead, or rather, "YOU ARE STILL ALIVE, STOP JOKING". So really, as you can see.. I have nothing to do. I shall fly to my "study desk" officially renamed by me to "floor". That's all. Goodbye. Logged off, LostReality.

Field Trip..

Well well.. If it isn't a hot day.. My CCA which is the Environment Club brought us out to HortPark today. As the name suggests, it is also very hot there. I reckoned the temperature to be 33 degrees celcius to 35 degrees celcius. Eh.. I brought a cap and water bottle along with me. I found the cap useless because you will feel hotter on your head. I guess it is just to block off the sunlight from reaching your eyes. It wasn't a wasted trip.. I learnt many things including some of those that I have never heard of before or actually seen it before. The vertical landscape.. It has plants growing on it. The plants are just shooting out of the wall. However, there are a variety of methods that can be used to grow the plants. Actually, I have this project which I got to put the vertical landscape into action. I don't know whether I will do that right, but I shall just let nature take it's course. Well, time to sign off from here. Yours fatiguely, Jodin

I AM BORED!!

I AM BORED!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaa!! What does it mean to exist? What I do at home is to just stare at my computer for hours and there goes the electricity bills. Wonderful, isn't it? YEAH I AGREE TOO! It's simply superb! Why do humans live? Why were they born? Firstly, to satisfy their needs. Other that that, I don't have a single clue. What does it mean for me to exist? Only to study? Definitely not. I have my own goals. What I really want to say is : I LOVE THE WORLD!! THE WORLD IS WONDERFUL!! Sometimes, I just wonder how death is like. Does it mean you drift away from this world or YOu simply just reincarnate? Curiosity kills the cat.. I AM Dying to find out.. However, I guess it's too early to even think about that. But then again, there might be chances that demise is awaiting for me.. Can I bear just to watch myself dying? Obviously, no. I Shall use the word " HACK". I SHALL HACK DEATH AWAY! Okay, just kidding. But, you don't expect a person to just give up halfway because he/she is suffering from any deadly disease right? WE HAVE TO FIGHT BACK!! FOR THE SAKE OF LIVING ONCE AGAIN! STANDING ON THIS WORLD!! WE HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO HACK DEATH AWAY! SO JUST DO IT WHEN THE TIME COMES!! Yours deathly, Jodin

Mid-year examinations!

GREETINGS! I suppose everyone is busy taking their Mid- year examinations, right? Woah, I am still here posting. I have pretty much of a time. Or should I say, TIME ISN't MY ENEMY!But oxygen IS! I hate breathing. I hate respiring. I hate the world. Okay, just joking. I LOVE THIS WORLD, WHERE I STAND ON! I LIVE AND BREATHE! However, somehow I feel that my oxygen tubes are clogged up. Good theory, I am right though. I am suddenly diagnosed with asthma a few days ago after experiencing some FEVER, FLU AND SORE THROAT! How I missed and loved those days! IT's just too wonderful to be described simply IN WORDS! SO All I can say is: It's SIMPLY TERRIFIC!! I LOVE FEVER, especially!! I feel that my bones are all dragging me down. YES, I KNOW I HAVE GONE MAD. BUT, this is how a sick PERSON WRITES OR EXPRESSES HIS FEELINGS! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Time to sign off. Yours sickly, Jodin

Felicity

Happy?

There will be at least one indispensable thing in your life. Mostly, it would be your parents, if not, grandparents or your guardian. It may even be your close friends, if possible. So, many of us think that they will continue to exist forever. That's what I always thought. However, everything became clear to me on that particular day. (shall not be mentioned) My message to you guys is that, death is inevitable. Whatever you do, the word "death" is always there. There will be at least a time when you will experience searing pain. One cannot describe how pain the pain is. One day, you will have to let everything go. It is destined. We cannot let grief and sorrow take over us. We must resist it. Resistance is not futile. It is still made possible. We just have to CHANGE. To adapt to what has CHANGED. That's the life of humans. That's how we live, how we survive. What can we all say about death? Apparently, it's die, passed away so on and so forth. Actually, I think it's more than that. Personally, I feel that when a person dies, they leave the world. THAT's all that is to it. However, there is no proof that my theory or others are definite. What we can do now is to just follow the modern procedure.

YOURS FAITHFULLY,JODIN